haluu..~ assalamualaikum kamu. 

besawang suda ne blog,lama aku nda update. besa la tu, sibuk maw spm kunu. hha. nada cerr wa, tu la pasal. bah, entry yg ini, pendek seja kali. (KALI !). malar kan kena suru update,nda jua pndai meng'update. huahua. maw cerr psal future a.k.a masa depan (ya ka? eksen sja lbih). padahal maw cerr pasal c abg kfc. hha. sepa tu abg kfc? LeDB laa. hha. tukar kunu tiba2. 

as the tajuk goes, he's going to leave, for his own future's sake. pigi mana? masuk U. U mana? UNISZA. dimana tu UNISZA? d Terengganu. jauh kan? mulanya, masa dia bagitau, mmg sedih tahap gaban dewa dewi la. secara automatiknya gugur aing mata. hha. tida matang, i know. it took me a few days to get over it. tp dlm a few days itu juga la aku bpikir yg berabis. ngam lagi masa tu kami exam, tambah la serabut ne kepala. hebat. belajar pun nda banar. membaca pun ndataw la masuk ka nda dlm kepala. yg pastinya aku buat sambil lewa. paling hebat la masa paper last, fizik. last day to see him la kunu. masa paper2, aku tidur berabis. hee. bahagian b & c nda bejawab. macam teda cita2 pula aku ne. paper1 mcm besa la, guna M-16. paper3, kira oke la juga, ada juga smgt cket kn mnjawab. kan mulih cuti la katakan. nasib bukan spm bnr2. -_- teruknya c e.p ne. need to catch up, fast! less than 5 months bh tu. gilaa. belum sedia berabis ne. bh, abis cerita exam fizik. tukar topik suda ne. 

so, he made his mind to go to unisza. bagus la ba tu kan? masa depan urang, nda kan suka hati aku maw suru dia jangan pigi? that's utterly ridiculous and immature. so i took the positive side, ini untuk masa depan dia. :) nothing to be sad about that, kan? mestilah kita maw yg terbaik utk urang yg kta *treeet* kan? hha. suddenly remembered to what i used to say, "kalo suda jumpa urg yg kau suka, bagitaw aku". wauu. e.p ka cakap begitu? -_- . tp yg pastinya, i'll be sad laa. sedih yg berabis2. paham juga kamu kan, urg yg kamu suka, suka urang lain. (replace that suka with *treet*). probably take me my entire lifetime to get over it. kali. mana kita taw kan, perancangan Allah. hhe. (wehee. keluar oo kemihiran). 

dia d unisza tu, adalah dlm 3-5 tahun. i just kept on wondering what'll happen inbetween this period of time. so many things kept on menyerbu kepala otak ku. mostly yg menakutkan la. lost contact ka kami ne nanti aa? lupa ka dia sama aku ne nanti aa? and so on,bla..blaa.. sangat berharap teda satu pun jadi, and we'll be the same old us. although it's pretty impossible. 3 tahun bah tu. macam2 ble jadi. manataw tba2 dy tjumpa rabiatul afifah ka. hha (apa kaitan? yoona la) hha.berabis pla imaginasi aku ne. tapi, apa2 pun jadi, aku terima. qada' dan qadar bah tu. as a hamba, i'm obligated to accept what Allah had planned for me and be as thankful as i should. besides, He knows best kan? 

cuma, aku harap la sngt dia nda lupa sama aku ne. urang yg mengambil a.k.a stole kad kepulangannya. hha. gilaa pula aku ne. berani matii. sekali kedapatan, maluu. hha. tp bukan atu seja yg aku ambil. hhe. mcm2. tp kertas2 la. yg cotton2 teda. hha. mmg la, kebal.

good luck in everything you do. may Allah protects you always. belajar bisai2. take good care of yourself. until we see each other 'secara formal'. hha. don't forget me aa :')